Oh man,today night is so busy compared to last night.

Haiz,I'm so sleepy now.

I'm going to blood donation later.

I need to have enough sleep man!

Need to go to service later and rush for work later!

Give me strength,my Lord!


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Well,maybe I have been stuck in somewhere.

Is like what Patrick said,every different periods of your life, you need to ask God for breakthrough.

That breakthrough will bring you into another higher level.

But after the breakthrough, are you still going to thirst for Him?

If you never wanna leave God, then you must be consistently ask for a breakthrough.

A breakthrough that will bring you closer to God.

Have I been asking for breakthrough?I asked myself.

Hmmm, I don't think so and I want to breakthrough for my ministry,of course.

Recently, I have been struggling between work and ministry.

And I can tell you that I am super uber tired.

Do I have the thoughts of giving up?

I am human and of course I do have.

But because I love God and I will only give Him my best.

And I am always trying my best to fulfill my calling.


God,You come and give me strength!


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My mum boomed me with that question again.

Well,I don't know how to answer her because I know is not the time yet.

I know what I want.

Well,her friend's daughter might get attached but why must it be me?

I really don't understand.

Haiz,last time she doesn't allow me to get attached.

But now,keep chasing me to get attach.

Gosh,why everything in my life have to be compared with the others?

Something I really wonder whether my mum loves me a not.

But deep down inside I know the truth.

And the truth sets me free.


However I still thank God and everything.

Well,same answer,is not the right time yet.

Or maybe is not the right person yet.

Yep!


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I really regretted confessing.

Next time think before you do,Rena.

Yes,I cant believe I did that and I promise myself that I wont do that again unless I'm confident.

It will really ruin my life.

Thank God for opening my eyes wide to see the truth.

Yes,this is the last time.


YES,I have woke up!


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